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kalau dah benci tu mmg da xley nak tegur kan..
thanks for everything n wat ati ni sgt2 sakit..

"post ni sy wt khas untuk anda..sy mtk maaf kalo sy sakitkan ati anda.yer,sy da delete byk bende sal anda tmasuk no anda. sy xangkat anda kol, xbalas mesej anda, oovoo, ym dan sebagai nye..

tapi sebelum 2 kan sy da bgtahu anda, sy xkan ganggu idop anda..

mse 2, anda cakap dah baik balik dengan laki yg anda suke 2, bg warning kat sy, ckp xnk kite gado lagi sb dia..tbe2 bg warning cm2, seolah2 sy ni pemusnah kebahagiaan korang..ok..mungkin salah saya tegur laki 2 yang beperangai xberape semenggah bg sy..tapi sy da ckp sehabis baik dengan dia..dia yg kurang ajo..anda cakap anda xsalah kan sy..tp bile anda bg warning cam2, sy mule sedar yg anda sebenarnye salahkan sy..

sy ni sensitif..walaupun muke sy ni ade taik lalat, tapi dalam ati ade taman..

sy ade tengok blog anda..byk cite sal laki 2..cite sal kawan anda...tapi sal saya xde langsung..seolah2 sy ni xwujud pon..xpenting pon..2 pun sy taw sal blog anda setelah bape bulan anda wat blog..anda byk berahsia dgn sy...kite penah rapat dulu, macam lebih dr adik beradik..tapi sy rase sume 2 tinggal kenangan je..sy mesej anda pon anda nak xnak je balas..seperti biasa, sy pendam je...sy mlas nak gado..sy taw anda pon xske gado ngn sy..sebab sy ingt, anda berhari2 wat bodo bile sy bg msg, kol, alasan xnak gado sebab anda xtunaikan jnji anda nak dtg kat ump n rumah sy..

sy dah xsanggup nak nangis2 sb anda, cbe bunuh dri sb anda..sdgkan anda xkisah pon sy hidop ataw pun x..sy mtk maf, sy tinggal kan anda, trus ilang cam2 je.sy mgkin bukan kwn yg baik..sy wt cam2 bile sedar dri ni da xdiperlukan..anda da bebaik dengan laki 2..laki 2 pulak benci sy..anda pon da xkisah kan sy..so, sy undur dri..sy undur dri smentara ati sy ni xdiluka kan lebih teruk..anda taw kan, sebelum ni, kawan baik sy, perli2 sy,tinggal kan sy sebab pakwe dia..sy takut bende 2 berulang..sy takut anda wt cam2 jugak kat sy nnti memandangkan anda da mula bg warning kat sy..anda pun sbelum ni pnh tinggal kan sy sebab kakak angkat anda kan..xmustahil anda akn tinggal kn sy lg..

benci...sy benci anda?ntah..sy pon xtaw..tp sy xley elak dr berdendam dengan anda dengan pe yg anda da wt kat sy..tp jgn riso...sy dendam sikit je dgn anda.sy rase xsampai benci anda pon..sy byk kali nasihat dri sendri, jgn benci anda sb anda slalu lyn sy baik2..n ape yg anda wt kt sy,sy masih ley terima,ley sabo sb kdg2 anda baik sgt5 ngn sy..cme skrg ni sy mcm takut nk kawan rapat sgt ngn org..sy takut nk syg org lebey2 sama ade pempuan ataw laki..sb kalo sy syg, bile org 2 wat mcm2 kt sy, sy cenderung berdendam..sy xnk berdendam ngn ramai org...cukup la 2org 2 je yg sy xkn mafkan n sy benci..sy xnk benci anda..cume sy trkilan anda suke llaki cm2..llki yg sng2 kata sy bitch..tp 2 tpulang kat anda..

kt cni sy mtk maf sgt2...kite mgkin da xley kwn cm dlu...xdinafikan sy sedih ilang kawan cm anda, sy pun skrg sunyi xde kwn bek..tp kalo sy xdperlukan, same je kan sy ade ngn xde..anda pon da bhagia skrg..kalo anda sedey, pk la cmne sedey nye sy lak...so..bubye.."

bile ak pk2 balik, personaliti darah AB ni byk yg btl dgn dri ak...bende ni ak pnh post dulu..

"AB" are unique, attractive and unpredictable, as they have characteristics of both, "A" and "B". They can be quite extreme, even contradicting at times. Self-centered, like to criticise, but cannot take criticism. Tends to be unforgiving and hold prejudices. Likes to judge and treat people with visible difference. Strong on the outside, fragile in the inside. Don't trust people easily, fear betrayal and disappointment. Likes to flirt, natural sweet-talker and knows how to please people, but they can also be very aloof and sharp with words, speak with no reserve. Empathetic, Sensitive and sometimes considerate towards people of their liking. Willing to even sacrifice for the ones they love. But may turn revengeful when betrayed, the deeper they love, the greater they hate. Indecisive and often regrets their own decision. Self-reproachful and guilt-prone. Always like to look back on the past. These people are excellent service provider, because they behave rationally, able to control their emotions very well. Positive qualities: Attractive, Self-sacrificing, Empathetic, Sensitive and Rational Negative qualities: Extreme, Prejudiced, Indecisive, Self-centered, Critical and Revengeful

p/s: jgn riso, sy cube sdaya upaya nasihatkan diri supaya xbenci anda..