NeW SoNg

New song..composed by me..without any rhythm.haha..

just for you..sincerely from my heart..

even you smiling and happy

i know your heart hurt about past love

though you never say it

i could see clearly

i want to heal your wounds

i want to make you happy

i really like you

i love you

i want to hold you and wait

standing by your side all the time

making you happy

lend shoulder for you to cry on

but it seems i'm not the one for you

I've got rejected again and again

there's someone else who could wavering your heart

someone whose better than me

and i can't hold you any longer

my heart hurts

it couldn't stand the pain anymore

thinking of you

my tears always shed

i'm sorry

all i can do now is leaving you

leaving you with her

forgetting you isn't easy

but i'll try

good bye my love

hoping that you'll be happy with her

its been very difficult for me

but i'll try to calm my heart saying that

as long as you happy, i'll be happy too

Lee Seung Gi - Let's Break Up

romanization

nuga naege geureodeora
urin jal eoullindago
urin jal mannan georago geuraettji
nuga naege geureodeora
urin yeongweonhalgeorago
geurae geuddaeneun geurattji
lie lie lie lie lie
da geojitmal
lie lie lie lie lie
moduda
lie lie lie lie lie
ijen
uri heyeojija geuman mannaja
gakkeum seulpeojyeodo chueoge utja
majimak neol wihae i malbakke
hal su eobgie
moreuncheok anincheokhamyeo
uri ijen geureohge salja
nuga naege geureodeora chueogeun areumdabdago
geurae geuddaeneun geuraettji
lie lie lie lie lie
da geojitmal
lie lie lie lie lie
moduda
lie lie lie lie lie
ijen
uri heyeojija geuman mannaja
gakkeum seulpeojyeodo chueoge utja
majimak neol wihae
i malbakke hal su eobgie
moreuncheok anincheokhamyeo
uri ijen geureohge salja
jeongmal haengbokhaettdeon shigan
manyang utgimanhan sun gan modu neoyege julkke
lie lie lie lie lie
nunmureun naega
lie lie lie lie lie
gajyeogalge
ddeonaneun nega useul su ittge
neomaneul wihaeseo sara wattgie
geu nuguboda deo neoreul algie
ijen bonaeyahae nareul ddeona haengbokhaeyahae
nawaui sarang gatheun geon modu itgo
geureohge salja
geureohge salja

translation

Someone told me that we're compatible
That we've met well
Someone told me that we'll last forever
But that was then

Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie
It was all a lie
Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie
Everything
Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie
Now. Let's break up

Let's not meet again
Even if sometimes we're sad
We can only smile at the memories
Lastly,I've nothing else for you except this
Let's live in pretense and denial from now on

Someone told me that memories are beautiful
But that was then
Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie
It was all a lie
Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie
Everything
Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie
Now. Let's break up.

Let's not meet again
Even if sometimes we're sad
We can only smile at the memories
Lastly,I've nothing else for you except this
Let's live in pretense and denial from now on

Like the happiness we once had
I'll leave all the happiness with you
Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie
All the tears
Lie Lie Lie Lie Lie
I'll take it away
So that you'll be able to smile

I've always lived for you
I know you better than anyone else
Now I'll have to send you off for your own happiness
Forgetting the love we have shared
Let's live like that
Let's live like that

MaHeR ZaiN - InSHaAllah

tbe2 ak bkk utube, cari lagu ni..

slame ni dengo gitu2 je, insyaallah2.

ni ble ak dengo betul2, tbe2 air mata mengalir dengan lajunyaaa...nangis2..

tbe2 rase sayu...mmg menyentuh perasaan la lagu ni..

ak selalu buat benda2 bodo selame ni..haihh...

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray

OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insyaallah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way

LoNeliNess

sunyi...

ak rase sunyi...

no frens, no bf, no family...

sume tadak..

dok umah pon sorg2 je slalu..

nak balik muar ke,balakong ke,pnt, mls..

dengan ak suke laki, mesti laki 2 jadi xsuke ak..

org yg lame ak suke, tunggu, xkan suke ak..

mkin lame perasaan ni makin teruk..

mkin terukk...makin terukk..

sampai ak rase takut utk berbual dengan ramai org..

sampai ak rase nak lari kan diri drp berbual..

self-esteem yg turun mendadak..

pulak 2 ade org komen sal rupe ak..rmbut ak...

my rival pulak cantik..

ak...xcantik...

makin lame ak makin xbest..

bile xbest org malas layan...

makin down....

makin down..........

sampai nak larikan diri dr idop ni..tp nak lari ke mane je kan...

tpakse hadapi...

tambah lak stress dgn kerja...kerja yg bosan dan ak xminat..

bile da tlalu stress, sunyi, gi la jalan2 sorg2...mkn kfc,mcd sorg2 (bzir duit)..

gi jalan2 kat tasik sorg2..release sikit rasenye...

pas2 ble tkurung je malas nk kuo jadi stress balik..

pk mcm2..nangis sorg2.....

kalo lame2 cmni bole jadi gileee...

HAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...(ni bkn mjerit, ni mengeluh.nak jerit pon da xde smangat)

many years i try to love myself,when many people said i should love my self first..

but until now, i could'nt find any strong reason to love this hidayah..(tbe2 selit bhse omputih jap)

mgkin ak perlu belajar menghargai...tp ak selalu rase menghargai ape yg ak ade bile ak bersama kwn2 or family..tapi ni ak asik sorg2 je..mmgla rase 2 xmuncul2...

rindu time kat ump.time ak dgn roomate2 ak..kat ump ak rapat ngn roomate..

ni kalo balik ump balik pon, roomate da xde..rindunye kat diorggggg~ T.T

Geisha – Cinta dan Benci

lagu ni mule2 dengo xsdap..

tp disebabkan lirik dia gedebuk kene batang idung ak, sbijik mcm yg ak alami, mmg sesuai la dgn ak, dengo byk2 kali, jadi best..ak ske lirik dia..

susa nak nyanyi lagu ni.kdg2 nyanyi lagu korea lg senang~haha

bagaimana cara membuatmu bahagia
nyaris ku menyerah jalani semua
tlah berbagai kata ku ungkap percuma
agar kau percaya cintaku berharga

tak kuat ku menahanmu, mempertahankan cintaku
namun kau begitu saja, tak pernah merindu

reff:
sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
membenci dirimu, sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sulit untuk ku bisa, sangat sulit ku tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci yang ku rasa

apa kau mengerti ku sedih sendiri
tanpa ada kamu ku merasa sepi

tlah lama ku menantimu, diam sendiri menunggu
setengah hati mencinta, ku sakit karenamu

repeat reff

woo ooo ku sakit karenamu

sulit untuk ku bisa, sangat sulit ku tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci

sungguh aku tak bisa membenci dirimu
sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci ooo
cinta dan benci ooo yang ku rasa